In Dreaming in Cuban, the reader is confronted with very different characters, described in various perspectives. Compared to Celia or Pilar’s complex character developments, Lourdes doesn’t appear as a round character at the first sight. This is emphasized as she often states down to earth, black and white judgments – especially facing her daughter, through her own point of view. However, Lourdes’s relationship to her own body gives the reader another comprehension of her character. It helps the character development as much as the narrative during Lourdes’s passages. Her body undergoes extreme experiences through the novel that highlight Lourdes’ willpower, need for control and freedom. Tree main moments helps this understanding: Lourde’s rape, her instable libido and her eating disorder.
Lourdes’s rape by a revolutionary soldier in Cuba (Garcia 71) plays a big role in the narrative process concerning her character. This episode can be seen as the fight between Lourdes and the patriarchal state, which is personified in the soldier. When he notes that “the woman of the house is a fighter” (71), the soldier has to show power over her. He represents the social and cultural power of the revolution. The same way McClintock describes imperialism penetrating a country (Edward 96), this soldier politically overpowers Lourdes by raping her. This act is kept secret by Lourdes and remembered for the first time years later in the narration, when Jorge tells his daughter “[he knows] about the soldier” (Garcia 196). But mentioning it is almost pointless, because remembering the rape might be part of Lourdes’ everyday behavior. This way the memory of it acts upon Lourdes’ way of thinking and reacting. Some of her reactions are predictable along the novel, such as her worries about Pilar’s sexuality. One can read the rape passage as a defining moment helping the narrative and character development of Lourdes.
The relationship between Rufino and Lourdes shows a one-way domination. It is not only underlined by their professional life, but also by a physical domination of Lourdes over her husband. This domination is linked to Lourdes eating disorder: during the first chapters, she is rather acted upon by her desires than mastering them. This is even poetically specified, as “she submitted to them like a somnambulist to a dream” (Garcia 21). This element adds complexity to Lourdes’ relationship to her body because of its ambivalence. Indeed, she is subjecting herself to her libido, which is subjecting Rufino himself – “[begging] his wife for a few nights’ peace” (21). Lourdes therefore reveals a more savage aspect of her character, that she does not control, nor wish to control. This point contrasts strongly with her way to run the family.
Considering the first argument about the rape’s memory, one can also read Lourdes libido as a way to “reconstruct her gendered identity” (Furman 33), alongside the American lifestyle she embraced. Lourdes uses a form of authority she has experienced through her rape, in a playful way with Rufino: she rings a bell to call him to the bedroom (Garcia 21). Furthermore, she exhausts her husband so much it is almost a form of harassment. This behavior might be a way to erase the rape’s memory, as it is suggested in “Lourdes (was) reaching through Rufino for something he could not give her, she wasn’t sure what” (21). This previous quote subtly opens another dimension to Lourdes character and how it is going to be narrated. Later on, she completely stops to have sex with her husband, in a purification ideal related to her extreme diet. Her abstinence also depicts the search for a new identity, and expresses Lourdes’ struggle via her body. What she can not tell to the reader, she shows it through a certain fleshly language.
Moreover, this body language is best illustrated through Lourdes’ compulsive eating disorders. As mentioned, these disorders are linked to her sexual appetite, but not only. Lourdes’ ups and downs develop her emotional state as well as her search for identity. When she decides to stop eating for months, she demonstrates her characteristic willpower: “willpower goes a long way getting toward what you want” (Garcia 172). In opposition with her rape, Lourdes shows she has finally power over her own body. It is no longer acted upon. This way she erases the painful memory and gets free by starving herself. One can regard this as a way for Lourdes to “write the self”, such as observed in Minh-ha’s proposal (Edward 105). Using another language enables Lourdes to get over what enslaves her. It is another way to show authority without using traditional means of power. By subverting the patriarchal and cultural language she is submitted to, Lourdes access to a form of liberation (Edward 105).
This liberation is concluded by the greatest contradiction that makes Lourdes’ body speaks. Finally freed from a memory she is fighting against, Lourdes eats like a glutton at Thanksgiving Day. But her relationship to her body underlines way more than a binary power structure. Rather than considering it as a fight, one can understand it as Lourdes’s own language through the novel. The narration is illustrated by the passive/active role of the body itself. And when this body goes through black and white moment (such as Lourdes’ judgments at some point), it is at first an expression tool. And at very precise moments, Lourdes’s body “[remembers] what her mind has forgotten” (Garcia 224). It is no wonder why she is the best dancer of the family.
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EDWARDS, Justin D. Postcolonial literature. Palgrave Macmillan, 2008. p. 96-106.
FURMAN, Rachael. Communicating Control: Performing and Voicing Authorial Power through the Female Body in Dreaming in Cuban. Young Scholars In Writing, 2015, vol. 8, p. 30-39.
GARCIA, Cristina. Dreaming in Cuban. Ballantine books, 2011.